I keep having thoughts of wanting to get high. Why the fuck am I having these thoughts?! I hate weed so what the fuck, why the thoughts? But in all honesty, I really do miss it, I think it was the feeling that it gave me. Happiness and free from all thoughts. I’ve only ever been high once and that was with my ex. I can’t smoke or anything like that so I won’t pretend like I know how cause truthfully I don’t and I’m no stoner, I don’t know how to roll and I have no idea who to call to get me a bag. Fuck, stop thinking.